Did stuff I shouldn't have done.

I knew I was different..
I felt God touch my heart,
I knew I should set a standard,
But then I'd be set apart.

Walking to the bus, I was not looking for strength.
I heard the car tires screeching,
But now it's too late.

I'm standing in this room,
And I can see the heavenly gate..
Oh no! I never prayed.
I thought I had time to get it straight!

An angel walked to me,
He had a book in his hand.
I knew it was the Book of Life,

When would this dream end?

I told him my name,
And he began to look.
Then he looked at me sadly and said,
Your name is not in this book.

Angel, this is a dream,
No, I can't be dead!
He closed the book and turned away,
He whispered - You cannot
proceed ahead.

No...no this can't be real,
Angel, you can't turn me ! away.
Let me talk to God,
Maybe he'll let me stay.

He led me to the gate,
Jesus came to me.
He did not let me in but said,
Beloved what is your need?

Jesus, I cried, please,
Don't cast me away from you.
Tears ran down his face as he said,
You knew what you needed to do.

Lord, please I'm young,
I never thought I would die..
I thought I'd have plenty of time,
Death caught me by surprise.

Lord, I went to church,
Please Jesus, I believe.
He said you would not accept me,
My love you would not receive.
Lord, there were too many
hypocrites. They weren't being true.

He took a step back and asked,
What does that have to do with you?

Lord, my family claimed to be
saved, They weren't real. You know.

He said, I died for you,
Now I have to go.

I fell to my knees crying to Him,
Lord, I planned to be real tomorrow.

I couldn't make Him understand,!
I had never felt such sorrow.

Then it hit me hard, I said,
Lord, where will I go?

He looked into my eyes and said,

My child you already know.

Please Jesus, I begged,
The place is so hot.
It seemed to trouble and grieve him,
He whispered, DEPART FROM ME,
I KNOW YOU NOT.

Lord, you're supposed to be love,
How can you send me to damnation?

He replied, With your mouth you said you loved me,

But each day you rejected my salvation.

With that in an instant,
Day turned into night.

I never knew such torture could be,

Now too late,

I know the Bible is right.

If I can tell you anything,
Hell has no age.

It is a place of torture,
Separated from God !

and full of rage.

You know, I thought it was funny, a joke,

But this one thing is true. 

So please, ask Him into your heart.

Please show this to everyone you care about.

((which should be everybody))



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Hey everyone, I just wanted to post on here. the summer is going good for me, but there has been some ups and downs. but that is ok. God never promised this life as a christian would be easy, he said that we would face trials and temptations of all sorts. I am working now at griffins in decatur. God is so awesome that i can't explain it, i was working 2 hours a day 7 days a week. But God answered my prayer for more hours. Not only and i working 2 hours a day starting monday or in the morning i will be working 13 hours a day. please pray for no rain, because i need the money bad as a robber does.i will be building houses. lol, but im not a robber. I will tell you what i am, i am a rotten sinner, saved by grace. That is what every person on this earth is a sinner and we all deserve Hell, but God loved us so much he sent is one and only Son, Jesus Christ to this earth. Jesus lived a sinless life, and then he took the sin of the ENTIRE world, and EVERY person. Jesus loved us so much he did that for everyone. Please if you are not a christian, please don't reject him,because he loves you so much he died for you, me and everyone on this earth so we wouldn't have to pay that price. If you are a christian be a living wintess for him, let other people see Jesus through you and the way that you live your everyday life. You can never tell when someone will touch another persons life.  John 3:16, Romans 10:9 and romans 3:23 go to those verses and take it in. becoming a christian is as easy as ABC's

A is for Admit, Admit that you are a sinner and in need of a God.

B is for Believe, Believe that Jesus died and rose again for your sins.\

C is for Confess, Confess Jesus as Lord of your life.

If you believe that you can ask Jesus to come into you life and save you from the very depths of  hell. All you have to do is say this prayer,

Dear God, I admit I am a sinner in need of you. Please forgive me of my sins and give me abundant life here on earth and eternal life with you in heaven. I believe Jesus died and rose again for my sins. I confess Jesus as Lord and Savior of my life. Thank you for saving me. In Jesus' name, Amen.

If you prayed that prayer let me know or let any of  my friends know, you can leave me a email at msudawgs_06@yahoo.com or just leave a comment.

Thanks, John

Here is a quote from theodore Epp.

"Live as though Christ died yesterday, rose from the gave today, and is coming back tomorrow."

hey everyone, i hope everyone is having a good summer and a good break from all of the papers, staying up late and other crazy things that college students do. :)  Well to inform everyone that is wondering how i am doing, i am doing fine, i am just studing my brains out so i can be with all of my buddies at starkvages. Well i have to admit that i made a 84 on my first college algebra test last week. I have another one tomorrow which would be in a few hours :)

Please be in prayers for me this weekend because i am leaving thrusday may 25 for grenada and im going to be on a  retreat for guys and it is going to be something that im not used to but i know its going to be awesome. If you want me to tell you how my weekend went fill my email inbox full of emails and i will tell u, well i got to go and God Bless

John

email me at servinghim06@yahoo.com

Hey Everyone, there is nothing much to say, because nothing exciting in happening in decatur. The only thing that is going on is, that i am going to class and coming home. I am taking a three week college algebra class. When i get through with this class, i can be accepted to enroll in USM in Hattiesburg. I hate to say it, but im going to southern in the fall, because they have a better secondary education program. 

East Central is over, and i feel really down in the dumps, because everyone went their own separate ways. I really miss everyone that i was friends with. But there is one person i do not miss at all. You know who you are. I have to give a shout out to all of my friends from the bsu, i miss yawl, and hopping that yawls break from school is going well.

Well to be honest with you, i am trying to control my emotions, because i can cry really easy and that is not cool. The only reason we have these emotions, because it is a scary time in our lives. it is scary because we have to start all over again, make new friends and we are not at that point and time in our lives where we can have the same routine all the time. Well all i have to say is this, Carrie Underwood sings a song, called Jesus Take The Wheel.

She was driving last Friday on her way to Cincinnati
On a snow white Christmas Eve
Going home to see her Mama and her Daddy with the baby in the backseat
Fifty miles to go and she was running low on faith and gasoline
It been a long hard year
She had a lot on her mind and she didn't pay attention
She was going way to fast
Before she knew it she was spinning on a thin black sheet of glass
She saw both their lives flash before her eyes
She didn't even have time to cry
She was sooo scared
She threw her hands up in the air

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this all on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel

It was still getting colder when she made it to the shoulder
And the car came to a stop
She cried when she saw that baby in the backseat sleeping like a rock
And for the first time in a long time
She bowed her head to pray
She said I'm sorry for the way
I've been living my life
I know I've got to change
So from now on tonight

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this all my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on

Oh, Jesus take the wheel
Oh, I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
From this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel
Oh, take it, take it from me
Oh, why, oh

Our lives is going to be a hard road that we all will have to travel. We are either going through school, college or getting other stuff done. We are hanging out with friends and killing time. We are studying and we have alot on our minds. We are flying through time and trying to get stuff done. So that we can have a life. When we get caught up in the stuff in this world, we use worldy things to feel that hole in our lives. But In this song that Carrie Underwood sings, Jesus Take The Wheel, it is telling us, just to let Jesus take the wheel of our lives, and it is telling us to let go, so jesus can save us from the road of this world, if we go along with the stuff of this world, it will never get us no where and the stuff of this world will not save us, only Jesus can.

Thank you Jesus for being the person you are, i am letting go of the things of this world and im giving everything to you.

John